Statement:

In this work, I'm exploring the dynamics of emotion within the framework of a minimalist composition. The use of circles represents the wholeness of self; puncturing the paper and then sewing it breaks the totality of the self. The bold color choices are visual representations of the energy within the moment, further expressed with the traces I leave by sharing private feelings in a public form. The puncturing, sewing, and writing express frustrations, thoughts, and moments that have been meaningful. The abstraction of these works represents a thread of consciousness binding each of these moments. 

Making these works is a meditative practice of connecting and threading together. I chose to limit my materials to focus on process. Perfectionism and anxiety are an obstacle I work to overcome through repetition. The best moments in my practice have been letting the materials act the way they do; within this work, I explore my anxieties about letting go, of wanting to be perfect, and of valuing realism as the ideal construct.

I start with white Bristol paper and tune into my emotions. Some of my works will begin with a rectangular field of color. I carve out a single circle and a single outer ring, put ink on it, and stamp it onto the paper. Then, I create a framework of interconnected circles that oscillate in color; I chose water-based block printing ink and gouache because it creates an irregular texture so that the material has a life of its own. Then, I get the needle and puncture the paper to prepare for the threading; I lead the viewer's eye along with thread.  

When I work, I listen to music, mainly by Ishai Ribo, Mordechai Ben David, and Natalia Lafourcade; they influence and contribute to my meditative practice.

Making the work in this manner has brought a sense of being anchored during the COVID pandemic. My grandparents were hospitalized, and I lost my Saba. I can relate to our shared feelings of fear and anxiety. My work reflects a consciousness of collective stress while also encouraging moments of joy. I can see my way to larger, colorful works in different mediums.